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Sung Gil's A.O.
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May 13th was my original get the hell out of army day....yet I'm still in the the army and question marks floating top of my head....thinking why I'm not back in california.... | ||
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Life is getting harder and harder....its getting to point where i just want to give up everything..... i can't live the way how when i just don't want tomorrow to come...the time is not stoping and yet i just want the time to stay where it is. i wish i was happy to say this but i'm so depressed...i wish i'll close my eyes to go to sleep and never wake up...just stay in my somewhat fantasy...where there are no worries...just happiness... sometime i think about ending everything and yet i have this great fire in me that gives me a vision....a vision that assures me i'll make it through. today i shave my head just to promise myself that i'll make my life better. to not forget that life won't get any better with just a luck. i'll always remember that i have work and sacrifice everything to get my life back. i may not have or just not have any support from anyone.... but i'll prove to this cold world that i'll overcome all the hardship and temptation....may god please help me and guide me....... |
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